i will be pure.

cigarettediet: auroranorexia: (via iniemini)

triciamoga — Fri, 23 Jul 2010 22:41:58 -0500

cigarettediet:

auroranorexia:

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triciamoga — Wed, 21 Jul 2010 13:56:16 -0500

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skinny-defines-perfection: maggdrummond: Have you ever been...

triciamoga — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 08:54:58 -0500

skinny-defines-perfection:

maggdrummond:

Have you ever been in the ocean when the waves start to get really irregular? Or really strong. And at some points, the waves are calm and soothing and you can just float at the top happily. And then out of no where the tide picks up and its like every move you make is just pulling you further down under. Or that every time you try to pull yourself back up above the surface you get sucked back down. The worst part is you can’t even see what’s pulling you down. And how are you supposed to stop something you can’t see? It’s exhausting and scary. It’s fucking terrifying. You don’t know what to and sometimes it feels like the only thing you can do is just panic and break down and let yourself get pulled under, even though you know you won’t be able to resurface. And then its like a fucking tidal wave, dragging you under and as soon as your head goes under the water you know you don’t have a chance. You know that there’s absolutely no chance of pulling through. You KNOW that your gonna end up washing up on the beach and getting tumbled and crushed under the pressure. Because how are you supposed to swim through a fucking tidal wave?

Well that’s what it feels like to try to recover from an eating disorder.

And this feels like a fucking tsunami.

skinny-defines-perfection: skinnyambitionss: this is all i...

triciamoga — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 08:54:50 -0500

skinny-defines-perfection:

skinnyambitionss:

this is all i want

ABC day ten.

triciamoga — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 08:42:55 -0500

fasting. first fast of this diet.

i’m going to drink coffee to keep me awake and give me energy. no sugar or cream.
and whatever no-calorie drinks i want.

and some sleeping pills so that i’m not tempted by any hunger. but i can see myself jumping for calories as soon as it hits midnight.

Total: 0/0.

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triciamoga — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 08:37:14 -0500

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tinyminimelly: -starryeyed: shellmakeyousweat: starvingworks: (v...

triciamoga — Sun, 18 Jul 2010 22:41:31 -0500

tinyminimelly:

-starryeyed:

shellmakeyousweat:

starvingworks:

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tinyminimelly: -starryeyed: 89-elbees: thiniswhatweaimfor: pr...

triciamoga — Sun, 18 Jul 2010 22:41:15 -0500

tinyminimelly:

-starryeyed:

89-elbees:

thiniswhatweaimfor:

prettychild:

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moinsquerien: 123lbs: starvingworks: ittybittyinspiration: vi...

triciamoga — Sun, 18 Jul 2010 22:41:13 -0500

moinsquerien:

123lbs:

starvingworks:

ittybittyinspiration:

victoriadiaz:

thinkskinny120:

perfect. i know he would want me more if i had that body.

ABC day nine.

triciamoga — Sun, 18 Jul 2010 22:25:06 -0500

weigh-in: 147.5lbs = only 1lb decrease from last week = sucks, but at least it’s not an increase.

Daily calories: Monster Espresso Energy drink = 90cal.
some gum = maybe 10 cal.

Exercise: lots of running around in hot weather carrying lots of stuff.

Total: 100/500.

ABC day eight.

triciamoga — Sat, 17 Jul 2010 19:19:00 -0500

i just went to the store and bought a bunch of “healthy” food.

LUNCH: Healthy Choice Salisbury Steak and crystal light = 175cal.

SNACK: Keebler 100Cal. Packs Cookies’n Creme = 100cal.

Total: 275/400.

Total lost with DDR: 525.9

tinyminimelly: eatskinnyy: EVERYONE needs to see this.

triciamoga — Sat, 17 Jul 2010 18:19:03 -0500

tinyminimelly:

eatskinnyy:

EVERYONE

needs to see this.

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triciamoga — Sat, 17 Jul 2010 01:30:22 -0500

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When you're swimming and your legs get tired, do you give up and let yourself drown? No, you don't. So why is your diet so much harder?

triciamoga — Sat, 17 Jul 2010 01:27:44 -0500

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ablankstaticscreen this girl has been my obsession this...

triciamoga — Fri, 16 Jul 2010 14:06:44 -0500

ablankstaticscreen

this girl has been my obsession this week.

musically, fashion-wise, and my thinspiration.

ABC day seven.

triciamoga — Fri, 16 Jul 2010 14:02:11 -0500

Yesterday, I had a salad [romaine, banana peppers, green olives, feta, and chicken, no dressing] and a smoothie. I ate until I was full. I didn’t count the calories. I don’t know if I regret it or not. I’ve been plateauing for a couple days now, despite my lack of much calories and with exercise. Yesterday I decided that I wasn’t going to starve for nothing, so I chose something reasonably healthy to eat and ate as much as I could.

So basically, I skipped day seven of the ABC diet. I’m probably going to do it today instead. After all, you’re supposed to get right back on track if/when you slip up. So.

Weigh-in: looks to be about 152. So I gained quite a bit. I’ve been fluctuating between 148 and 151. So I don’t know whether to say I gained 4 or 1 or somewhere in between.

Total: /300.

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